Sunday

7th day of holiday,exosted after whole day of practicing.
6pm++ sleep till 10pm++ wake up eat,then slp again..
pig huh?
dream of her last night...i can feel her warmth...
again...it's all gone suddenly...miss her very much...

Saturday

6th day of holiday...went for sushi last nite...with mum
ain't liking the service there...ate 4 plates...
it's not gonna b enuf of coz...but at least u get the taste of it...
yesterday...watch movie at home till morning...
brain nvr shuts down...tears suddenly flow from my eyes...
i really miss her warmth...things juz...aren't the same...

Thursday & Friday

4th & 5th day of holiday...
trying to get myself bz...this is the last week...
the real rehearsel is going to begin by next week...
2moro is the final day for practice...
gonna try hard...

Wednesday

3rd day of holiday,24 hours watch tv till din slp.
dizzy in the head...nth much...
money is starting to get control of me...
quarrel with my mum bcoz of it...wat should i do?

Tuesday

2nd day of holiday...same...bored...
trying to get myself bz with the dance 4 christmas.
nid to get a pair of new shoes,a cap,& glove.
1 week b4 the real practice start,nid to be more hardworking.
hope that this christmas will b special & bring more souls to Christ.
i'll b updating more,tell me if ur interested ya.

Monday

1st day of holiday...bored...
ain't got anything to do...as usual...
miss her...hope that she'll always be fine...
too free...nth to do...only 1 word to express how i feel..
B O R E D...!!!

Saturday

Miss her very much...
keep thinking & worrying bout her every seconds
everyday...every moment...
can't get a gud slp this few days back...
pressure keep on coming...nid to hide it.
ain't gonna show it out...
i'm dying away without her...

Sunday

We're having quite a lot of fun 2day,during the practice time
gotta learn more new moves,tired,but fun.
things changed a lot recently.
i gotta let go all those things that keep me from moving forward.
experience...learning from it.
that's all for now,bb.

Friday

Celebrate teacher's b'day 2day,lots of arrangement
not me,but my frens.
i've been keeping it in my heart 4 too long.
i can't take it anymore,i wan 2 juz shout it all out.
need someone to talk to,m i worrying too much?
3 more weeks to go b4 the real trial begins.
i'm juz putting on a mask,trying to b happy on the outside
but it's different on the inside...
meaningless...

Thursday

Start to learn video & slide editing from one of my church sister
quite an interesting experience,even for the 1st time.^^
nth change lately,many things still happen at skul.
not really happy bout it,blaming myself for all.
thinking too much huh? dunno.
i guess that's all for now

Wednesday

Starting to blame myself for things that happen to me
M i thinking too much? or is it all my wrong?
being played by frens day by day,dun mind.
but i juz wanna be alone,the whole time.
things changed suddenly...feel like,something's missing
i really wish that someone would really b me,feel how i feel
with no one u can trust,fear inside ur heart,past that's always been
pulling my leg & stopping me from stepping forward...
show me the meaning of being lonely...

Tuesday

Late to reach school this few days back
the administrator ask a few of us to stand outside
during the break time,those who came late to school of coz.
everything's normal,need to practice more dancing this few days
not much time left,we're preparing for christmas.
i guess that's it for now,CYA

Wednesday

4/11/09
choosen 4 song leading this week
2day suddenly tell me that the bass player has been removed
the lyrics that i type so hard yesterday night had been a waste now
gotto change all the song again,& our teacher told us that we would have
a party at this month end,many types of events coming up.
I dunno if i should participate in it,i dun wan 2 get things messy again
well...that's all for now...cya

Sunday

02/11/09
Shifting to a new house...not happy at all.
not get use 2 the environment...things are all messed up
can't slp at the 1st night,juz 2 hours nap,didn't go 2 school
the next day,nth much change either...
juz hope that someone would b me and know how i feel.
i guess that's all for now,CYA