Friday

10th day of holiday,learn some japs words from my fren...
well...at least that'll fill my empty time...for now...
at last...ulser getting better aldi...
but that's the consequences u'll get 4 not drinking enuf water.
i guess that's all for now...

Thursday

9th day of holiday,starting to make a plan for myself.
thinking of going back to penang,but...ain't a gud idea.
going back there...all are bz,nth to do also.
started to count the days since yesterday.
2 day is the 2nd day,5 more days,then she'll b back.
miss her very much...

Wednesday

8th day of holiday,watch movie till 6am++ in the morning.
ain't got anything to do...bored...
woke up at 4.57pm in the afternoon,got scolded of coz...
never the less...mind nvr shut down...
keep thinking of her...i'm addicted to her.
lose quite a lot of weight this few days back...no appetite to eat...
dunno wat's the reason...i guess that's all for now...

Sunday

7th day of holiday,exosted after whole day of practicing.
6pm++ sleep till 10pm++ wake up eat,then slp again..
pig huh?
dream of her last night...i can feel her warmth...
again...it's all gone suddenly...miss her very much...

Saturday

6th day of holiday...went for sushi last nite...with mum
ain't liking the service there...ate 4 plates...
it's not gonna b enuf of coz...but at least u get the taste of it...
yesterday...watch movie at home till morning...
brain nvr shuts down...tears suddenly flow from my eyes...
i really miss her warmth...things juz...aren't the same...

Thursday & Friday

4th & 5th day of holiday...
trying to get myself bz...this is the last week...
the real rehearsel is going to begin by next week...
2moro is the final day for practice...
gonna try hard...

Wednesday

3rd day of holiday,24 hours watch tv till din slp.
dizzy in the head...nth much...
money is starting to get control of me...
quarrel with my mum bcoz of it...wat should i do?

Tuesday

2nd day of holiday...same...bored...
trying to get myself bz with the dance 4 christmas.
nid to get a pair of new shoes,a cap,& glove.
1 week b4 the real practice start,nid to be more hardworking.
hope that this christmas will b special & bring more souls to Christ.
i'll b updating more,tell me if ur interested ya.

Monday

1st day of holiday...bored...
ain't got anything to do...as usual...
miss her...hope that she'll always be fine...
too free...nth to do...only 1 word to express how i feel..
B O R E D...!!!

Saturday

Miss her very much...
keep thinking & worrying bout her every seconds
everyday...every moment...
can't get a gud slp this few days back...
pressure keep on coming...nid to hide it.
ain't gonna show it out...
i'm dying away without her...

Sunday

We're having quite a lot of fun 2day,during the practice time
gotta learn more new moves,tired,but fun.
things changed a lot recently.
i gotta let go all those things that keep me from moving forward.
experience...learning from it.
that's all for now,bb.

Friday

Celebrate teacher's b'day 2day,lots of arrangement
not me,but my frens.
i've been keeping it in my heart 4 too long.
i can't take it anymore,i wan 2 juz shout it all out.
need someone to talk to,m i worrying too much?
3 more weeks to go b4 the real trial begins.
i'm juz putting on a mask,trying to b happy on the outside
but it's different on the inside...
meaningless...

Thursday

Start to learn video & slide editing from one of my church sister
quite an interesting experience,even for the 1st time.^^
nth change lately,many things still happen at skul.
not really happy bout it,blaming myself for all.
thinking too much huh? dunno.
i guess that's all for now

Wednesday

Starting to blame myself for things that happen to me
M i thinking too much? or is it all my wrong?
being played by frens day by day,dun mind.
but i juz wanna be alone,the whole time.
things changed suddenly...feel like,something's missing
i really wish that someone would really b me,feel how i feel
with no one u can trust,fear inside ur heart,past that's always been
pulling my leg & stopping me from stepping forward...
show me the meaning of being lonely...

Tuesday

Late to reach school this few days back
the administrator ask a few of us to stand outside
during the break time,those who came late to school of coz.
everything's normal,need to practice more dancing this few days
not much time left,we're preparing for christmas.
i guess that's it for now,CYA

Wednesday

4/11/09
choosen 4 song leading this week
2day suddenly tell me that the bass player has been removed
the lyrics that i type so hard yesterday night had been a waste now
gotto change all the song again,& our teacher told us that we would have
a party at this month end,many types of events coming up.
I dunno if i should participate in it,i dun wan 2 get things messy again
well...that's all for now...cya

Sunday

02/11/09
Shifting to a new house...not happy at all.
not get use 2 the environment...things are all messed up
can't slp at the 1st night,juz 2 hours nap,didn't go 2 school
the next day,nth much change either...
juz hope that someone would b me and know how i feel.
i guess that's all for now,CYA

Wednesday

28/10/09
Still sick...cough getting worser...
well...at least i can still get over with it...
need 2 practice more of my guitar...coz
friday need 2 go up stage 2 perform...

flashbacks...came up again...
nth much i can do...
can't really avoid it either...
s2pid memories of the past...nth much...
dun even wish 2 talk bout it...

i guess that's all 4 now...88

Sunday

25/10/09
Attend a grand wedding ceremony.
drank a 2 cups of wine and a lil brandi.
got my face all red...hot...but fun^^
many performance...various types of foods...
and of course...took many pics...
kind of enjoy it...i got a lil drunk.
that's all for now...i guess.
CYA

Saturday

24/10/09
Attend a wedding ceremony 2day,enjoy it quite much
the foods are sumptious enough,even the 1st round u'll get stuffed,haha.
nth much really change this few days back...challenges still coming ahead...
gotta b strong to face it...juz hope that someone would understand how i feel...
well...that's all for now...cya.

wednesday

21/10/09
Lose another gud fren 2day...i'm juz trying 2 hlp...
but it didn't turn out the way i expect it 2 be...
guess i'm back 2 being a lone ranger again...
sometimes...i juz wish that time can juz turn back...
so that i can correct everything i'd done wrong...